I bite so don't ask|
My dreams , my wishes , my hopes & desires , all manifested before my eyes , i was so blind i could not see , the energy and the universe guiding me , now that i have felt the universe , it felt overwhelming , so much love and beauty , yet so fast..so endless..so alone , it's not hell , it's not heaven , it's just nothing , it is home.
some little story i wrote
I'm walking thru town , i look at the people , i observe them closely ...come a little bit closer , let me take a peek in your eyes , will it feel good or unsatisfied.
You turn away and i do too , backs to eachother nothing to lose.
You speak to me oh with such favor and expression , i become excited and open my ears a little wider ,
what is it that you speak of oh dear person? Love? Compassion? Respect? Humbleness?
Or are you just vending your frustrations on another person.
Look at yourself just for once , what is it that you see and want , what is it that you need , crave , long for..
does it seem empty , does it seem lost?
Like a big void you need to keep filling whatever the cost?
Hope is not lost my dear , it was never lost , it's inside all of us.
With a big frowned face you look at me , not understanding a word i just said.
But it's oke , everyone will know , in the end.
Can't you show me how? Can't you show me why? Can't you show me the way to liberation to a free mind?
No , i speak in a harsh and cold tone. Only YOU can do this , can make this wish come true.
I am but a servant , A nobody , just passing by like any other on this human realm.
What you see is what you want. What you want is what you get. Behave as such and there POOF! it will be!
But what are you talking about , such nonsense , such words i can't comphrehend , it's seems useless , hopeless ..of no end.
But you see , you are already beginning to understand , just keep going and you will find this "promised land".